tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4552124048026883022023-11-17T02:46:57.872+08:00R I C E饭R I C E饭http://www.blogger.com/profile/03059415879524025748noreply@blogger.comBlogger105125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-455212404802688302.post-59649426781585230192012-05-29T15:15:00.000+08:002012-05-29T15:15:14.391+08:00I feel so so so sooooooooooooo damn sad..<br />
i don't want to take for the third time..<br />
oh gosh..really..
why..though it maybe inaccurate..<br />
but...i am so worried for it..<br />
it never feel good taking again..<br />
i had a phobia of taking it again
haizz...<br />
dear god, please pray that this would be over..<br />
i don't know,whatever it is, it's over.....<br />
god bless me :'(R I C E饭http://www.blogger.com/profile/03059415879524025748noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-455212404802688302.post-71963182510760893232012-02-27T20:45:00.002+08:002012-02-27T20:49:55.440+08:00:/I know what happen to..<br />I just feel that you are super irritating..<br />I don't feel like bothering about..<br />What you post on Twitter I did saw it..<br />but I don't give a damn..and probably..<br />we should just remain like this..<br />I am not important to you & you ain't important to me..<br />just treat that our friendship ends..<br />cause till now I really can't get along with you..<br />I don't even feel like talking to you..seriously..<br />bye!R I C E饭http://www.blogger.com/profile/03059415879524025748noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-455212404802688302.post-70993639340490452542012-02-10T17:48:00.001+08:002012-02-10T17:49:52.534+08:00:/if only revenge will make you feel better, i have nothing to say.<div>I have no grudges against you, why do you want to hurt me?</div><div>forget about it.!@#$%^&*()_@#$%^&*()_)(*&^%$#$%^&*()(*&^%$#$%^&*()</div><div>@#$%^&*()_+ i just spamm and make me feel better :(</div>R I C E饭http://www.blogger.com/profile/03059415879524025748noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-455212404802688302.post-33497397031242865222012-01-22T21:38:00.002+08:002012-01-22T21:45:06.982+08:00Happy Chinese New Year EveHey, first of all...Happy Chinese New Year Eve.<div>Okay..to me,chinese new year is just a festival to collect money.</div><div>I don't know well..i just can't communicate with my cousin.</div><div>i feel so tired and lonely.</div><div>My brother don't entertain me..i got nobody to stick to.</div><div>Sometimes i just wish that it's a simple holiday will do~</div><div>probably a few years later,</div><div>i wont give a damn to celebrate this festival.</div><div>Cause to me it,s sort of nightmare. But of course i hope time could fly faster..</div><div>god...i wanna them to leave my house asap :( </div><div>i am so freaking tired :((</div><div>hahhaaaaaaa...festival please go away asap!</div><div><br /></div><div> </div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div>R I C E饭http://www.blogger.com/profile/03059415879524025748noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-455212404802688302.post-26802309573105437132012-01-18T14:41:00.003+08:002012-01-18T15:14:34.229+08:00The story goes like this...Yesterday i was asking Audrey to help me with mobile POV after school! <div><div>While we doing, kl and jas came and look for us.</div><div>Cause they were bored in cca so they just want us to chat with them.</div><div>Don't tell me that we also can't even chat with them?</div><div>stick what stick..stick your head ar.</div><div>then while we doing POV, we just take some pictures for fun.</div><div>Don't tell me even take pictures also still need permission from you hor! zZ</div><div>All u know is bitch, are u lack of vocab to scold? Low class~</div><div>And i swore that i accidentally tagged you..what for tagging you for what?</div><div>I also accidentally tagged tery. Girl, not just only you.</div><div>And i did removed once i saw the mistakes.</div><div>If i purposely want to make you sad, what for removing the tag when i discovered the mistakes.</div><div>I can just leave it there in the first place. Have some common sense thanks.</div><div>What i said is all the fact.</div><div>If not i will be strucked by the lightning. Just wait and see.</div><div>We aren't lifeless.. i believe everyone makes mistake too.</div><div>And it's just a small misunderstanding and you wanna blew so big.</div><div>That's makes me understand why the 3 of them wanna to leave u.</div><div>Cause they don't need a friend to got jealous easily and blow up things when she is </div><div>unhappy with their actions.</div><div>hello~ i never stick to them kay! Please get this in your mind.</div><div>Blow~ blow~blow..</div><div>all you ever know is blow!</div><div>please blow until the balloon burst bah~</div><div>when u grow mature enough, u will find that u are super insensible.</div><div>Initially i just wanna to clear the misunderstanding and did not want to start any conflict.</div><div>So please remember that it was you are the one who started it. thanks</div><div>And for someone...please!</div><div>It's totally none of your business.</div><div>This is our own affair.</div><div>You don't understand me well, u have NO RIGHT to judge me.</div><div>Hello, obviously you are siding her...so the status that you wrote should be unbelievable too.</div><div>Please get this in your mind.</div><div>So what she is your friend..</div><div>if you really wanna to do things that is for her own good,</div><div>you should stop your friend from blowing up the matter.</div><div>So what you blow up the matter,</div><div>you will only know that you're only on your losing end.</div><div><br /></div><div>Only insensible adults know how to blow up matter to resolve your problem.</div><div>hey hello~ there is something called make peace.</div><div>I can't blame you for that, cause your minds aren't mature enough.</div><div><br /></div><div>I made an effort to explain my things.</div><div>I tried to compromise as much as i could.</div><div>And i am trying to salvage the friendship and yet you want to make things worse.</div><div>My status wasn't any criticism.</div><div>It just to tell you that please know the full story first.</div><div>And you never even bother to make an effort to clear the misunderstanding that you create it</div><div>after i explained to you.</div><div>You just make me feel that you are selfish.</div><div>All you wanna do that will benefit you.</div><div>All you wanna show us that you are alway right.</div><div><br /></div><div>And you told me that you don't even give a bloody damn to this matter.</div><div>What for tweeting in your twitter to criticize us?</div><div>Aren't you are one of the pretentious type of people too?</div><div>Please, if you want to criticize..please look at what you did too. </div><div>Don't let us to get an chance to mock at your actions.</div><div>It's totally insensible.</div><div>Go ahead and spread. Be a loudspeaker.</div><div>Let's make us popular to be the villain.</div><div>We will sincerely grateful to you.</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div></div>R I C E饭http://www.blogger.com/profile/03059415879524025748noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-455212404802688302.post-44868139158136572982011-12-01T19:52:00.002+08:002011-12-01T20:00:59.249+08:00Back from taiwanOMG~ I LOVE TAIWAN!<div>SHE HAVE DELICIOUS FOOD<exciting theme="" park="" a="" lot="" of="" hunk="" div=""><div>(my heart melts)</div><div>Though the trip made me pissed sometimes,</div><div>it's still worth it.</div><div>Dear friends,</div><div>hope you would like the small souvenirs :D</div><div>HAHAH!!! </div><div><br /></div><div>I felt very tired after the trip.</div><div>I need to change hotel everyday,</div><div>wake up @ 6.30am every morning , </div><div>sleep t 1am plus everyday...</div><div>what kind of life in taiwan?!!</div><div><br /></div><div>It's sort of interesting that their sky colour during 5pm(tw) = 7pm plus(sg)</div><div>that's why i alway got so tired when it's @ 8pm...</div><div>cause it's look like 12am in sg :(</div><div>Anw..i got to taste lots of delicious food there :D</div><div>YUM YUMM!!^^</div><div><br /></div><div>ahahaa, i wanna to shoot two ppl in these blog,</div><div>seriously....i'm damn pissed off by you two.</div><div>Nvm, it's okay! I shouldn't be angry over my kins :></div><div><br /></div><div>hahaaa, i will continue everything l8r on :D</div></exciting></div>R I C E饭http://www.blogger.com/profile/03059415879524025748noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-455212404802688302.post-50847186270296263642011-11-15T21:43:00.003+08:002011-11-15T21:48:34.363+08:00ARH..ha!Yesterday was a busy morning,<div>i shouldn't overslept!</div><div>Nvm, once again thanks dad for helping to pass the dictionary (:</div><div>Then i faster headed off to baibai! :D</div><div>I had a nice meet up w/ my cousin..</div><div>i tot it would be extremely bored if i go..</div><div>but it turned out so different.</div><div>Once again, thanks for cousin for making yesterday so awesome</div><div>HAHAHA, my english is so broken!</div><div><br /></div><div>TODAY! Ivy, gm and me went to find ms lim.</div><div>What a tiring day!</div><div>I hahd already expected more work after we find her.</div><div>But it's okay.</div><div>As long as my english is able to improve,</div><div>it's worth it.</div><div>THAT"S ALL! LOOKING FORWARD TO CHIRSTMAS♥</div>R I C E饭http://www.blogger.com/profile/03059415879524025748noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-455212404802688302.post-22376590285974749402011-11-11T17:22:00.003+08:002011-11-11T17:38:11.874+08:00My effort(:<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj1IN-uL4ISs0n7qZzLVLljb8iHhg5Pb1wsPkIObAXYl32Wj1mrAFaeTAYcxEoawNAE7auXZ9rMy6TcS2q4NU8oIhgewtOt8VjWtL-Ewp9bfvbshet4C20vfLT2AnxdLvdrAF9MipLFrZg/s1600/001.jpg" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 291px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj1IN-uL4ISs0n7qZzLVLljb8iHhg5Pb1wsPkIObAXYl32Wj1mrAFaeTAYcxEoawNAE7auXZ9rMy6TcS2q4NU8oIhgewtOt8VjWtL-Ewp9bfvbshet4C20vfLT2AnxdLvdrAF9MipLFrZg/s400/001.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5673667089234485554" /></a><div style="text-align: center;">This picture is for someone i really love her a lot.</div><div style="text-align: center;">But everything changed. That's in the past.</div><div style="text-align: center;">Though it doesn't worth my time to draw for her,</div><div style="text-align: center;">i believe that she will love this once she receives it.</div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiwiq2omfVPhoCGxrcrYuqrMNz7Dj0NUpRFQqMH5quF18c-up0CvYIz5ckUndbTuOSeRLTIz6g2T-f0kcfp-NWdT_zk4obbmRPwasXB2HMAhL7bhPYvnTQDN7fUzBQJfkFlX51eJbPqJEg/s1600/001+%25282%2529.jpg" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 291px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiwiq2omfVPhoCGxrcrYuqrMNz7Dj0NUpRFQqMH5quF18c-up0CvYIz5ckUndbTuOSeRLTIz6g2T-f0kcfp-NWdT_zk4obbmRPwasXB2HMAhL7bhPYvnTQDN7fUzBQJfkFlX51eJbPqJEg/s400/001+%25282%2529.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5673667085581526754" /></a><div style="text-align: center;">As for this, i'm drawing for Hongkai.</div><div style="text-align: center;">Cause he love angry birds!</div><div style="text-align: center;">Kinda feel sorry cause it's a belated present. :(</div><div style="text-align: center;">Wait jie jie have $$, then i'll buy you the black colour bomb! (:</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">Back to the main topic.</div><div style="text-align: left;">Firstly, happy birthday to Yingjing ♥</div><div style="text-align: left;">The chubby gal :D</div><div style="text-align: left;">11.11.2011 ( Awesome date)</div><div style="text-align: left;">ytd ivy & i gave her an advance birthday surprise.</div><div style="text-align: left;">Hope she loves it.</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">Secondly, regarding to my O level MT paper.</div><div style="text-align: left;">Paper 1 = okok</div><div style="text-align: left;">Paper 2 = I'm prepared to take again :(</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">Thirdly, i went swimming w/ amanda @ cck.</div><div style="text-align: left;">Omg, we had so much fun ytd. </div><div style="text-align: left;">How i wish the time could fly slower or stop!</div><div style="text-align: left;">Actually we intended to go for the bbq meeting,</div><div style="text-align: left;">but we swum overtime..which meansss..</div><div style="text-align: left;">we happened to swim till 4:30pm.</div><div style="text-align: left;">Then we decided not to go...cause no face go. </div><div style="text-align: left;">*Late 1 hr 30mins*</div><div style="text-align: left;">hahahaaaaa! then we went cwp buy our dinner!</div><div style="text-align: left;">After that, i quickly rushed to ivy's house to celebrate Yj's bdae.</div><div style="text-align: left;">Sorry dear, this one i also late..I'm a latecomer -.-'ll</div><div style="text-align: left;">hahaaa! in overall, ytd was awesome ♥</div><div style="text-align: left;">Hope to get to swim w/ amanda soon :D</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div>R I C E饭http://www.blogger.com/profile/03059415879524025748noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-455212404802688302.post-87011947735535934162011-10-21T13:57:00.000+08:002011-10-22T14:01:50.070+08:00Ivy's birthday!First, happy birthday to ivy yeo! :D<div>老了!哈哈~ Do enjoy your sweet 16!</div><div>We must thank her Mama for treating us sushi! ><</div><div>Yummy~</div><div>Actually nothing much~</div><div>We go marina barrage fly kite and bugis to shop!</div><div>That's all!</div><div>I only know Hweiyeen & me ~ </div><div>talked a lot of things~</div><div>From bugis to woodlands! Finally stop!</div><div>Hope she come back for next year!</div><div>that's all! :D</div>R I C E饭http://www.blogger.com/profile/03059415879524025748noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-455212404802688302.post-83332094345334594322011-10-17T20:40:00.003+08:002011-10-17T20:45:00.993+08:00Exam over!Exam finally over!<div>Omg~ i'm damn touched sia ><</div><div>After 2 weeks of torture,</div><div>I'm free (Y)</div><div>Yeah, of course...</div><div>we still have maths & mt exam D;</div><div>But still got lot of time :D</div><div>After exam..still have hmk ;c</div><div>Life is difficult now~</div><div>LOL! yeah~ tmr go out to have fun with my two darlings~</div><div>Orchard,i'm coming!!!</div><div>Sure got a lot of angmo and hunks <333</div><div>*My favourite place*</div><div>That's all :D</div><div><br /></div>R I C E饭http://www.blogger.com/profile/03059415879524025748noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-455212404802688302.post-38329413555359733352011-08-29T12:47:00.002+08:002011-08-29T13:03:47.974+08:00Random thoughtsFirstly, i got a stomache this morning.<div>Soon it got well, so i did not see doctor.</div><div>Tomorrow going to make cupcakes together w/ Samantha , Angel & Amanda.</div><div>好期待哦 :D</div><div>
<br /></div><div>I have becoming more lazy & lazy.</div><div>Cause i did none of the hmk.</div><div>So today i must finish at least one POA hmk & 1 maths paper.</div><div>HahaaaaaxD</div><div>And i also done with my teacher's day card! =D</div><div>
<br /></div><div>Yesterday, i did something hilarious.</div><div>I helped my dad to burn the hell notes...</div><div>standing near the burner??</div><div>then it was freaky hot...so i bend now and hugged my self..</div><div>then my dad ask: 你在做什么?</div><div>me: 很烧</div><div>dad:很烧,就站远一点啦!</div><div>i looked damn stupid.</div><div>I'm lack of common sense. LOL</div><div>
<br /></div><div>That's all! byebye ;D</div>R I C E饭http://www.blogger.com/profile/03059415879524025748noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-455212404802688302.post-25284469964401781042011-08-25T21:17:00.002+08:002011-08-25T21:23:14.839+08:00Hoho~I just want to get crazy to make myself feel better!<div>Okay~ holiday is coming! hohohohhoooxD</div><div>I had fun today xD </div><div style="text-align: center;"><i>
<br /></i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i>"It took so long just to feel alright,</i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i>remember how to put back the light in my eyes.</i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i>I wish i had missed the first time that we kissed,</i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i>cause you broke all the promises.</i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i>And now you back,</i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i>you don't to get me back."</i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i>
<br /></i></div><div style="text-align: left;">i was singing like a mad fellow in my house.</div><div style="text-align: left;">Yeah, things are beyond my control.</div><div style="text-align: left;">Let nature take its course. xD</div><div style="text-align: left;">Bye :D</div><div style="text-align: left;">
<br /></div>R I C E饭http://www.blogger.com/profile/03059415879524025748noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-455212404802688302.post-17755174448402847352011-08-22T18:24:00.002+08:002011-08-22T18:35:50.974+08:00Exams are over!Generally, quite good.<div>but, kinda disappoint in Amaths & Physic.</div><div>It's ok, just prepare for the worse. </div><div>Hopefully my EOY can push everything up ! </div><div>Please, i beg you.</div><div>Sec 4's life = stress = deproving.</div><div>But now, better. </div><div>失败是成功之母,我要从错误中学习!</div><div>Must learn well :(</div><div>it's okay, just let it be.</div><div>CCA was so fun! Got to take pic w/ my favourite gal :D</div><div>She's was so cute. She's called Shen Xin :D</div><div>Awesome name ♥</div><div>I was like a stalker...hahahaa! that's all.</div><div>As for last friday, 19/08/11</div><div>Happy birthday Mr Eugene Lim.</div><div>Then overslept for test.</div><div>LOL! 8am = Mr teo's call</div><div>8:10am = reached school</div><div>Lucky can finish sia ><</div><div>thank Mr Teo.</div><div>After school, i rushed like rocket to see my husband, Kim Hyun Joong</div><div>Oh god, it's was damn stuffy & squeezy D;</div><div>My poor amanda, got dragged into this thing for no reason.</div><div>but i treat her with yogurt ice cream :D</div><div>My husband damn cute & handsome.</div><div>Love him so much :D</div><div>at first, i find it stupid to stuck in the crowd just to take his pic & see him</div><div>but after seeing him, i found out that all this was worth it. </div><div>The power of love ;D</div><div>Around 6pm, i went for dinner.</div><div>i helped my dad to order food...but i went to the wrong stall</div><div>omg~ it's was like damn embarrasing. LOL</div><div>i did all sort of stupid things just in friday. HAHAHAAAAA!</div><div>That's all :D</div>R I C E饭http://www.blogger.com/profile/03059415879524025748noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-455212404802688302.post-86415492851110280032011-08-12T15:29:00.004+08:002011-08-12T15:58:42.755+08:00I'm pisssed :/Oh..seriously...<div>can you really really keep your mouth shut forever?</div><div>Don't you feel tired at all..nagging the same old thing?</div><div>I'm not happy with my school, can't just you give me some peace?</div><div>Seriously? if you really understand me, just stop bothering about me.</div><div>I had enough. I'm sick & tired with all your naggings!</div><div>Why all girls must do housework? what crap is this?</div><div>does my brother don't stay in this house?</div><div>why can he play computer for everyday? i didn't see you asking do housework.</div><div>maybe sometimes.</div><div>isn't it fair if you only ask me to do housework?</div><div>i'm busy with homework.</div><div>I'm having exam!!!</div><div>I'm don't even have enough sleep.</div><div>Just can't you understand?</div><div>when i was having exam, what were you guys doing?</div><div>playing games,watching tv, laughing out loud...</div><div>as if i'm not having exam.</div><div>thanks ar..seriously thanks ar...</div><div>i have such an inconsiderate family...zZ</div><div>when i'm not happy,</div><div>only my brother will cheer me up.</div><div>he's the only one who will not throw temper at me...</div><div>but about you two? i'm not happy...</div><div>your keep asking me to do this do that..............</div><div>and nag and nag...i know all your naggings is for my own good?</div><div>but can you guys choose a right time to nag?</div><div>don't you find it super irritating when you are sad and listen to all your nags????</div><div>WTH! i don't like it.</div><div>Now all i want is just some peace. P.E.A.C.E</div><div>now i don't find my friends to complain except for one.</div><div>we just have a long chat ytd.</div><div>i don't dare to approach them anymore.</div><div>cause i felt guilty.</div><div>so it's okay. i don't know why i have been super paranoid.</div><div>bad temper...and so on and so.</div><div>Means all negative! maybe too stress? i don't think so.</div><div>i don't know la. i just feel kind of left out sometimes.</div><div>but it's okay....one and the half years...</div><div>i will say bye to everything and that's it.</div><div>i just wanna to start everything anew in my poly or jc life.</div><div>i had enough of friendships problems. </div><div>if i have to chance to choose my friends...</div><div>i will only choose this,this,this,this & that.</div><div>even though the 'that' not so close to me,</div><div>but i think i can be close with her if we known each other from the start.</div><div>i'm serious..cause now i find her the best ppl in my clique.</div><div>i just don't know why? hahahaaxD</div><div>yeah,now feeling better spouting nonsense to this blog.</div><div>LOL! that's all.</div><div>bye ;D</div>R I C E饭http://www.blogger.com/profile/03059415879524025748noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-455212404802688302.post-51718384464808443522011-08-11T19:57:00.003+08:002011-08-11T20:08:35.130+08:00Nice chat w/ somebodyLOL! today went well.<div>Sitting near to my clique really cant concentrate anything.</div><div>Ahahahaaaaa! FUN <3</div><div>then i still enjoying disturbing my yuwen.</div><div>:D</div><div>Ahahahaaaaa~ like the same old thing.</div><div>the eng ct2 nvr went well.</div><div>all vocabs words i wrote like no link cause insufficient time for me?</div><div>it's truth okay!!!!</div><div>hahaaaaaa....nvm, my eng is always like that.</div><div>hope it will be better than i expected.</div><div>then tmr Chinese Paper 2.</div><div>okay, should be manageable.</div><div>then i found out something.</div><div>In this story, there's A,B,C and D.</div><div>Cause in the past,</div><div>A & B very close.</div><div>Since 2011, B,C & D became closer.</div><div>then now is like B put a pic in her ** w/ C</div><div>then D ask for C's no. from A.</div><div>so i tink A will be very sad.</div><div>Though i think it's all coincidence ...</div><div>but A is very paranoid....so i tink she will misunderstood?</div><div>i don't know lei. hahahaaaxD</div><div>but it;s okay. I believe C will explains to her.</div><div>And thanks somebody for the KFC treat.</div><div>And a gal for a long talk cause i'm bored. LOL!</div><div>I'm going somewhere far away for the earth..no lah.</div><div>only in my dream kayy? far from my house.</div><div>Last but not least, i love stickys :D</div><div>
<br /></div>R I C E饭http://www.blogger.com/profile/03059415879524025748noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-455212404802688302.post-50386463134406174072011-08-08T18:34:00.007+08:002011-08-08T22:53:58.323+08:00National Day Celebration 2011<img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiw_ay5dyX6N8WJbYnJ-Jy5da8xUEp-a8WV2XWLDpq5MQ51D0zI4oHCkK5BY7FaPmyMRjgMXm6yW4dMwIIpgHYXR3UdNjuovoFQ8u_3pxIysUpRwNkmlwjAicmhYToQMtLb5jodQbbALj0/s400/P8080041.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5638436456539121234" /><div style="text-align: center;">YingJing ar D;</div><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 300px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiJYN49hyC4y0ZFePEU6rvnvWyHJdO27WQga6FVTzxUN5Cejv1LkMGqxGyzQMCGIaIPyVAqcf1JRB5HpvY_d1XM9x_YHG3a1sWt3rDIh8gvTKiZhzs5c5E78mjWvTAS50iEW_cKcpSWcfE/s400/P8080091.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5638436327432264274" /><div style="text-align: center;">My Husband ♥</div><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 300px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhsQeLxMO9nL8RlvHnJdEoE2u6b07UX24ft8ksiM7D3rTnETXTaspD01uvI2kuH9JhBrdXVllvHt27d_wK6dZ-FTaPLUx3EsoDfDVL54e6gA2gV3wP1XjJ2KT-quF8ZVEwXammHignrj0A/s400/P8080022.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5638436323104747458" /><div style="text-align: center;">Kaili :D</div><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 300px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi7ymcbx6xEz_qz5H42CwT9qb0dH0yIyD5WRgzUk963HKgOQsfc-yavpPrO1vKdrLhp86kzpDLhuuL8R-M-qyZBEZ_vU26pm1aYnLfWrEdf6EZphhQJul3DMQOvOVSphw0whQAi-sHnyt4/s400/P8080019.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5638436321235908578" /><div style="text-align: center;">Jasmine :D</div><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 300px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgwTmribN97aaEFyu9PzuFANTcTcZTGB3kmuQYCoXmIA8cDrqX1H3XfdUlaJYJCygGLnkr3wwq-QXAczRWsYYrwHPPOrfIeTQsKFOXxfTjtO2SsHT5TPQhflyMUlMoGrdWSLQRLpAprAkw/s400/P8080015.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5638436316313335522" /><div style="text-align: center;">Yingjing :D</div><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 300px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhNZDJ30jZsOZPXECIeSCmHJOZpIQoUf6oePIFiEpw_eXWUBjXVd4d1IpYx8IS10fCXlyM6TXW46HZCssP296hgQaMpe4QLF8kyOOm1zhyphenhyphenYRoilf_DjehYMWfvjfso9xBZwFqraNZIYkS4/s400/P8080014.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5638436316371943730" /><div style="text-align: center;">Ivy :D</div><div style="text-align: center;">
<br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">Missing pic (Hweiyeen :D)</div><div style="text-align: center;">
<br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">National Day Celebration 2011</div><div style="text-align: left;">I look so cute :D</div><div style="text-align: left;">hahahaaaaxD</div><div style="text-align: left;">then i got helped up with the decoraration.</div><div style="text-align: left;">So got prizes for ND best wishes, RHD and notice board</div><div style="text-align: left;">then got alot of snack! fat die me D;</div><div style="text-align: left;">Then I went amk w/ kl & jas...</div><div style="text-align: left;">yj not here, cos she needs to celebrate her mum bdae.</div><div style="text-align: left;">Nvm, we still got a lot of next time :D</div><div style="text-align: left;">then go pepper lunch eat lunch la :D</div><div style="text-align: left;">It was delicious :D</div><div style="text-align: left;">nxt time i will still come :D</div><div style="text-align: left;">then go buy KOI.</div><div style="text-align: left;">$4.30 for the large one.</div><div style="text-align: left;">Shared w/ kl</div><div style="text-align: left;">Exp sia D;</div><div style="text-align: left;"> but i think okok ;D</div><div style="text-align: left;">Then go around fu shan take pic....</div><div style="text-align: left;">go jasmine's house play.</div><div style="text-align: left;">Fun! ♥</div><div style="text-align: left;">we all play until like kisiao...</div><div style="text-align: left;">for example,...</div><div style="text-align: left;">we can choose to marry who! hahahaaaxD</div><div style="text-align: left;">that's all! :D</div>R I C E饭http://www.blogger.com/profile/03059415879524025748noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-455212404802688302.post-87710005626177260052011-08-05T18:54:00.003+08:002011-08-05T19:09:29.353+08:00Laughed all day~These few days have been perfectly fine except some thungs happened.<div>HAHAHAHAAA~~~</div><div>yesterday Kaili fell down...</div><div>This one i can laughed non stop!!!</div><div>Somemore still on Jang Kuen Suk 's bdae.</div><div>today yingjing fell down...</div><div>But i don't know why 我笑不出.</div><div>LOL! it's good thing cause i never 幸灾乐祸 :D</div><div>I brought sticky today<span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"> </span>~</div><div>Initially got around half packet, now left little bit.</div><div>Jingxuan still asked me to keep for myself,</div><div>and yet he asked me for sticky after his words. LOL!</div><div>Oh god! Sticky was awesome(:</div><div><br /></div><div>Rahim & Elijah were so cute xD</div><div>Me: carbonate plus acid give you wat? </div><div>Rahim: i don't know</div><div>Me:Salt and?</div><div>Rahim: Pepper!!!</div><div>Linglin: *laughed immediately*</div><div>Pepper & salt!!! </div><div><br /></div><div>Paper 1 was distributed...</div><div>then me and elijah checking each 0ther ans.</div><div><br /></div><div>Ans for his qns 1(b) ----> -16/1 </div><div>Isn't it -16/1 = -16</div><div>but he wrote -16/1</div><div>Omg~ he's so cute xD</div><div><br /></div><div>Today i tied hair braids...</div><div>about 10 ppl in my class nice~</div><div>hahahaaa~ thanks ppl!</div><div>I spent 30 mins doing that..</div><div>alot ppl tot i so hardworking to wake up early and tie..</div><div>hahahaaa~ never. i sleep like pig sia ><</div><div>:D:D:DD</div><div><br /></div><div>I'm still enjoy disturbing jasmine whenever i sit with her...</div><div>she can at least frown about 5 times! LOL! Nice to bully :D</div><div>Okay~~~我要发奋图强了~</div><div>Byebye :D</div><div><br /></div>R I C E饭http://www.blogger.com/profile/03059415879524025748noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-455212404802688302.post-59759163565117844852011-08-02T19:27:00.004+08:002011-08-02T19:34:06.953+08:00Everyday i'm shuffling<img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 230px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhhKW8LO9l4P5dn47MMWv51pfRkFMOztqouSCLMQRj-e4lNNqJc-CucB6BMdT48PXKuU6EIjt-viO07oKR-9t3slMr82jLzZJo-h3XXTuMwKuRMqwyvvfX5rkjZjYnNx0w_VYP4nwdBKhE/s400/LMFAO-Party-Rock-Anthem.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5636220220921411202" /><div style="text-align: center;">LMFAO~~~</div><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 500px; height: 500px;" src="http://26.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_liyn4yCIfh1qaexkto1_500.png" border="0" alt="" /><div style="text-align: center;">OMG~~~ i love shuffle alot ♥</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div>R I C E饭http://www.blogger.com/profile/03059415879524025748noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-455212404802688302.post-29779739602845440812011-07-30T22:01:00.005+08:002011-07-30T23:05:51.624+08:00:/"Nevermind". Don't you find such word very common?<div>"Sorry". People said sorry not because you are right,</div><div>but just because they valued their friendships.</div><div>I agreed.</div><div>I learnt something today.</div><div>"Watch your words"</div><div>If you phrased your sentence wrong,</div><div>it will lead to many misunderstanding.</div><div>Not because you mean it,</div><div>just because you had phrased in a wrong way,</div><div>Girls are sensitive even though they matured earlier than boys.</div><div>I agreed, only me arh!</div><div>When a girl was hurt by someone,</div><div>she would have n o sense of security and became paranoid.</div><div>That's normal so i understand. </div><div>Cause i did experienced before.</div><div>I started to believe people after 3 months.</div><div>Maybe it's short? I don't know.</div><div>I am mature enough.</div><div>Though lots of people hurt me before,</div><div>i just let it go.</div><div>I don't blow up cause i don't find a need.</div><div>Cause i know i was at fault too.</div><div>but that's only for me. Only me.</div><div>I only complain to other people. </div><div>所谓:"忍一时,风平浪静。退一步,海阔天空。"</div><div>I know it's wasn't good to keep your hatred in your heart.</div><div>But what can i do? </div><div>I rather keep everything to myself than losing anyone.</div><div>When some people said those harsh words,</div><div>i was able to return you a positive reply cause i know that you misunderstood me.</div><div>But i won't explain further to you.</div><div>I'm greedy.</div><div>I'm selfish.</div><div>My attitude sux.</div><div>I don't like mean i hate it.</div><div>I admit. </div><div>But i won't show out, i just don't want to show out.</div><div>I don't want people to think bad of me. So i act luhs. LOL!</div><div>There's a problem happened so suddenly.</div><div>A,B,C,D and me were involved in the story.</div><div>B had told something to A, hope that A could help her.</div><div>But A did not and said some hurtful words to B.</div><div>C,D and me were angry over what A had treated B.</div><div>When A said those hurtful words to B,</div><div>I felt super angry.</div><div>I also said those hurtful words to B.</div><div>When i finally what A was trying to do,</div><div>I told B,C and D.</div><div>I felt so bad that what B had say something about A previously.</div><div>I still went to like. LOL!</div><div>I explained to B and we almost fall out.</div><div>I made peace with A & B.</div><div>I know how both of them felt,</div><div>so i tried to settle their things by all means.</div><div>I'm happy that i did try,</div><div>I'm sad cause i failed.</div><div>I know no matter how hard that i tried to convince B,C & D,</div><div>it just doesn't work it out successfully.</div><div>Cause A only called me and explained to me.</div><div>She said she felt lousy and terrible by our words,</div><div>i just know that i had hurt her so badly.</div><div>She teared, i cried.</div><div>She told me lots of things. I understood clearly.</div><div>I felt so guilty.</div><div>She don't ask for my apology,</div><div>She wants me to understand.</div><div>She don't care how B think of her,</div><div>but she said i understand can already.</div><div>I told her that i will explain to the rest, </div><div>she said don't need.</div><div>But i insisted.</div><div>I kept my promise,</div><div>but just didn't work.</div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span">I know the feeling of being look down.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span">People said my english sux, attitude sux, photography skills sux....etc</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span">But what can i do? I just admit it? No,never.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span">I will prove to them one day.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span">When people said:</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span">"You're lifeless</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span">you look down on people"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span">what can i do? I just admit it? No,never.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span">i will just keep it in my heart.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span">They don't understand, let them be.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span">Cause that's what they thought of me,</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span">i can't control their minds.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span">I try to clear the misunderstanding between A & B.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span">In the end what i get?</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span">I know someone don't mean it. </span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span">So i don't put it my heart</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span">Cause i know i'm the only one who talked to A.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span">B got hurt, i understand.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span">I was like the middle person.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span">I told D that i don't know how to convince B & C.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span">I told her that i don't want to quarrel with B & C over this matter.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span">But i also cannot just let them misunderstood A even though A was at fault too.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span">I will feel very bad & useless.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span">I did tried to put myself in their shoes,</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span">so in the end i give up and let them be.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span">It's wasn't easy to be a middleman.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span">I can choose to ignore,</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span">but i will feel bad,</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span">so i care.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span">i didn't know it will end up this way.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span">I didn't mean it.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span">Nevermind, forget about it.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span">Just let this to be a history.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span">i will choose to ignore this from then on.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span">I just want to have a good relations with my darlings.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span">(:</span></div>R I C E饭http://www.blogger.com/profile/03059415879524025748noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-455212404802688302.post-15295644471056794942011-07-30T16:51:00.003+08:002011-07-30T17:06:51.534+08:00I'm so sorry :(Sorry girl, i didn't mean to hurt you.<div>Sorry for the harsh words, i'm really sorry :(</div><div>I had a long chat with her.</div><div>We both cried.</div><div>This is my first time hearing her cries.</div><div>Should be teared instead.</div><div>She read my text & xyz's wallpost.</div><div>She told me that she felt so lost somehow.</div><div>I don't know which ppl sent her that.</div><div>She said she felt so lousy, terrible and speechless.</div><div>Omg, i don't know that we hurt her so badly.</div><div>She told me that she had put in effort for this xxx</div><div>but we all don't appreciate it.</div><div>She said that i'm the most sensible one.</div><div>She wanted me to understand, so she called me instead.</div><div>Till now, i still felt so guilty.</div><div>She was disppointed in xyz cause she thought that she was matured enough.</div><div>She don't ask for my apology,</div><div>She wanted me to understand can already..</div><div>but i insisted to tell the rest cause i felt so bad.</div><div>She treated us as sisters and brothers...</div><div>but we all treat her like what? </div><div>I'm really sorry.. super super sorry! D;</div><div>And to the nobody,</div><div>please respect ppl's privacy.</div><div>Don't anyhow backstab ppl. Ass****!</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div>R I C E饭http://www.blogger.com/profile/03059415879524025748noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-455212404802688302.post-10208451937151956192011-07-27T21:00:00.007+08:002011-07-27T22:37:25.094+08:00Haishh :/<img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgwV11jQ15YngFyqwgLiTcvGMLTisEBcVNPYWHk2z6lEdszQa2V53QqoMidCNj6XRLOh01jnNdSxk3qD_bgc4BgE8EQI6wle67Wzc3GnMQI4AbOJliswZQs1hvgj_VJR3IvCB_I7TfHooU/s400/tumblr_lnmm2sn8BA1qzr04eo1_500.jpg" border="0" alt=":/" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5634019963051563442" />Maths prelims was over.<div>Paper 1 = hard = die :/</div><div>Paper 2 = manageable ...</div><div>But haishh.....</div><div>I felt so demoralized after looking at the answer.</div><div>10 marks gone just becos of wrong radius.</div><div>but i think still got method marks.</div><div>then the frequency graph ar...</div><div>haish...careless again.</div><div>the first plotting wrong cos nvr meet the point then draw the line across...</div><div>again 6 marks just gone.</div><div>then few small mistakes...</div><div>nvm. A lesson to be learnt.</div><div>I'm glad that now is prelim.</div><div>Hopefully, my eves will open wider during o level.</div><div>Sorry Ms kok, </div><div>hope that i will not disappoint you during o levels.</div><div><br /></div><div>Next thing.</div><div>We got test almost everyday.</div><div>Mon = vocab test</div><div>Tues =Paper 1</div><div>Wed = Paper 2</div><div>Thurs = Situational Writng</div><div>Fri = Chemistry test.</div><div>And some test for last week but i forgot which day.</div><div>Wahh...Sec four's life wasn't easy.</div><div>Though we do not take o level this year...</div><div>but i believe that the amt of work and stress will not lose to those who takes o level this year.</div><div>Nvm...i know we can make it through to o level :D</div><div>Determination is the victory.</div><div><br /></div><div>Last thing,</div><div>Mr Teo was awesome today.</div><div>He knew that we were very tired after our papers,</div><div>he told us to play and rest enough for this week,</div><div>and never get yourself too stress. </div><div>it's kind of touched.</div><div>Cause this is my first time to hear those words from teacher.</div><div>Indeed, he hope that we all can do well for his subject,</div><div>he never forget to tell us to have sufficient rest and don't push ourselves too hard.</div><div>How nice was he! (:</div><div><br /></div><div>That's all! Just hope that the result will be much better than i expected.</div><div>I will always remember the mistake i made and learn from it. </div><div>Sayonara! (:</div>R I C E饭http://www.blogger.com/profile/03059415879524025748noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-455212404802688302.post-82275457078504269902011-07-20T23:53:00.003+08:002011-07-20T23:57:19.920+08:00Racial Harmony Day!<div><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj0tZBmZ5TAptwTPxdNAXx0-Rt7Im8P-jwn-AUYL8_3bpTBAht8u8TRaEQnhDl5JctKHImrx4Hu4ReRzgPS2ZCbr70X7pxCkh-3sk_1B9tlcYg355lKdD0QyzHdnPYWt-qhndcioRPNx0I/s1600/P7200056.JPG"><font color="#000000"></font><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; width: 400px; height: 300px; text-align: center; display: block; cursor: pointer;" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5631463842904890466" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj0tZBmZ5TAptwTPxdNAXx0-Rt7Im8P-jwn-AUYL8_3bpTBAht8u8TRaEQnhDl5JctKHImrx4Hu4ReRzgPS2ZCbr70X7pxCkh-3sk_1B9tlcYg355lKdD0QyzHdnPYWt-qhndcioRPNx0I/s400/P7200056.JPG" /></a><br /><div>Firstly, i would like to thank Haszirah to lend me her costume!</div><div>Damm nice! I like it alot.</div><div>Hmmmm...today not bad, we took lots of photo.</div><div>And some people, including me, our mission did accomplished.</div><div>Hahahaaaa! our class was awesome!</div><div>Everybody wear the ethnics costumes! Cool :D</div><div>Love it! :D</div><div>After that, i went to watch Harry Potter w/ ivy & yj.</div><div>And went to have dinner w/ kl & jas!<br />AQ nice day after all! :D</div><div> </div></div>R I C E饭http://www.blogger.com/profile/03059415879524025748noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-455212404802688302.post-53268391984202512482011-07-09T15:01:00.002+08:002011-07-09T15:03:06.726+08:00R3 DayI swear...i really swear.....<div>i would never never buy any building at the place where i collect the newspaper...</div><div>oh gosh...i really dont like the place...</div><div>it's was like so eerie :(</div><div>can have nightmare sia......</div><div>hahahaaaaa~ today wasn't fun at all...</div><div>that's alll! super tired sia :(</div><div>:D</div>R I C E饭http://www.blogger.com/profile/03059415879524025748noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-455212404802688302.post-10231548770860153222011-07-05T15:00:00.000+08:002011-07-09T15:00:49.937+08:00Youth DayWooossshh!<br />Today is youth day~~ so we should enjoy our youth day as a youth...<br />hahahaa...what nonsense is this...<br />we had organised a picnic at marina barrage.<br />Ok~~~ so it's kinda of far...<br />i set off at about 11pm plus...<br />to return books and pay taxes :(<br />then initially we meet each other at 11:30am...<br />but jasmine sotong....<br />she texted me and told me that she will be late...<br />but at that point of time it's only about 11:10am...<br />sotang ar she ^^<br />then soon we all meet together...<br />waaaa...i was hungry like mad sia...<br />hahahaaaaaa....<br />we take train to explanade...<br />walkedto singapore flyer...<br />then found out that marina barrage was opposite the sg flyer...<br />waaaa seh....far sia...<br />dso in the end we deciede to take taxi since it's only a short distance...<br />while we waiting...<br />there's a japanese guy behind us....<br />he was trying to speak english...<br />and communicate with us..but we thought that he's talking to himself...<br />we all looked in front an giggled...hahahaa<br />then soon the taxi arrived...<br />however that driver dontknow howto go to marina barrage...<br />zZ....then the japanese guy got into, the driver also dont know how to go...<br />i dont know how he got his license de..LOL!<br />then soon the next taxi arrived...finally he know how to go...<br />the japanese guy said bye to all of us...<br />he quite friendly...hahaha but a bit weird ><<br />then soon we arrived to marian barrage...<br />awesome!! the place was beautiful! Love it <3<br />then we faster take out food all this...<br />eat unti very full...<br />took lots of awesome pictures<br />talked alot about things that we really wanted to spur out?!<br />then that's all...<br />and we saw somebody...LOL!<br />then we all went home after that...<br />very tired but it's themost enjoyable picnic i ever had! Shiok ;D<br />that's all! BYEBYE :DR I C E饭http://www.blogger.com/profile/03059415879524025748noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-455212404802688302.post-11691070644394202662011-07-03T16:17:00.000+08:002011-07-03T16:18:28.901+08:00Overall thoughts ;/<div><div>Yeah, i think Kaili was right.</div><div>I mean in a sense that....</div><div>there's still chance to get us back as a clique, an awesome clique.</div><div>I saw the old wallpost in my profile.</div><div>I recalled that how happy that i was with jasmine,kaili and yingjing</div><div>i remembered that i commented their status daily...</div><div>i wrote on their walls daliy...</div><div>and how sweet we commented on each other'wall...</div><div>but now, it's was totally different...</div><div>yeah...i did the same things...</div><div>but to different people...</div><div>i realised that our clique doesn't look a clique..</div><div>it's just look like an act...</div><div>we just act in the play(clique) in order not to lose anyone.</div><div>We people started to detest each other...</div><div>just dont know why most of us drift apart...</div><div>i bet nobody knows.</div><div>We used to play together..but now?</div><div>we are going on our own way...</div><div>last time we used to took the same route...</div><div>we were willing to share things with each other...</div><div>but now...we became selfish and only care for ourselves.</div><div>Not even one year...we had changed to be like this.</div><div>Yeah...i used to have an awesome clique..</div><div>we were super close even if we did not go out together...</div><div>we shared everything...</div><div>yeah...though we gossiped at each other back...</div><div>but we still can be very close...</div><div>we split up for some reasons...</div><div>people just change in a way we couldnt control</div><div>everything just change...</div><div>I felt really sorry...</div><div>cause i really think that my expectations was too high.</div><div>In the past, my clique used to care for each other...</div><div>we played around...chat happily...</div><div>took numerous of neoprints....</div><div>but now? i dont even have a complete set of neoprints with my clique...</div><div>yeah, i did take with them...but some were not free on this day, that day...</div><div>or we secretly took it..i mean in the sense that we just want to take for only two of us...</div><div>Yeah...we shouldn't do that since we are still in the same clique...</div><div>yeah, last time i super close with jasmine...</div><div>but now? it's like we two showing attitude to each other...</div><div>i tried to concern her..but she was very cold...</div><div>i mean in a sense that she like living in her own world...</div><div>why is she becoming like this?</div><div>And me...last time i wouldnt leave jasmine behind...</div><div>but now? cos i dont like to get along with people that is cold...</div><div>i gone to look for my old friends...</div><div>it was like totally different between 2010 & 2011.</div><div>I used to bully and joke with kaili~~~</div><div>and we played like little kids...</div><div>i used to post alot of things and commented on Yingjing's wall.</div><div>Though we knew we can't really hit the same topic..</div><div>but it's like i still make an effort to play with her...</div><div>now is like....i dont know what to say...</div><div>everything just change after our last conflict.</div><div>It seems like a tragic? or what...</div><div>And i really missed those happy moments we really had...</div><div>especially to jasmine...</div><div>i want to be as close with her again..</div><div>i want to play with her like kids..</div><div>i want to share everything with her again...</div><div>i want to talk with about school life...</div><div>and gossip with her with whatever topic we bring out...</div><div>i dont want to be cold to each other...</div><div>it's like we did not change, </div><div>just our feeling slowly fade and became cold.</div><div> </div><div>And to kaili....</div><div>i want to play with her like little kids...</div><div>i still rmb we drew on each other hand and play like mad woman..</div><div>i missed the times she shared her things with me...</div><div>i missed the time when we were crazy over our loved ones(those now they are not)</div><div>I really missed it alot ...most importantly...</div><div>i missed the time when i still got lots of chance to bully her...</div><div> </div><div>And to the very last peron, Yingjing..</div><div>Yeah i missed the time when i post on her wall...</div><div>kept commenting on her status....</div><div>though there's little things that we really had in common..</div><div>but i rmb that she's the first one that i told who jas stead with...</div><div>I hope there's improvement in between us...</div><div>and she's the only that i really wished that we could really get along well(:</div><div>i really wished...</div><div>i'm not obsessed in k pop or shinee..but i will still try my very best to get well with her..</div><div> </div><div>I admitted that that i complained to other people about my clique's flaws..</div><div>and i knew that i shouldnt do it...</div><div>cause i just can't get enough...</div><div>last time i did shared all my thought and secret with jasmine...</div><div>and she did too...</div><div>we will like giving each other support...</div><div>i not sure whether she rmb or not....</div><div>i rmb we both cried badly because our **** cher was like only think for herself..</div><div>then we were super worried about our MT O level exam...</div><div>cause we failed or just pass in each of our assignment...</div><div>and we chated until 7 plus...just because of this thing.</div><div>I rmb when the conflict start...</div><div>i'm the first to cry on the phone...</div><div>then she console me...</div><div>and after that...</div><div>her turn to cry....</div><div>then i console her...</div><div>then she doesnt want this to happen...</div><div>she was super afraid that she would just lose kaili and yingjing.</div><div>Same for me tooo...i was kind of afraid that i would lose everybody who's invovled in the conflicts..</div><div>and i told her after the conflicts...</div><div>we must wrote a long and sweet letter...</div><div>and planned to give kaili and yingjing a hug...</div><div>i dont know why...just want hug them so much...</div><div>is like yeah...now tears is dripping out from my eyes...</div><div> </div><div>BUT NOW?</div><div>why have we gone into this type of situation...</div><div>i dont know.. i really dont know...</div><div>i seriously want this clique badly...</div><div>thinking of our past moments...</div><div>they are very precious to me..</div><div>we got to be together to create those wonderful moments..</div><div>and it's was really sweet(:</div><div>i realli want to create more sweet moments together with them....</div><div>i really hope that tmr everything will be fine...</div><div>i will try to make myself drunk and spill everything out ...</div><div>i just have a suddenly feeling that i wished that we could be together again(;</div><div>like how we were in the past...i'm serious (:</div><div>Love,</div><div>Linglin♥ </div></div>R I C E饭http://www.blogger.com/profile/03059415879524025748noreply@blogger.com