Love sometimes can be like a dream and leave like a nightmare.I don't mind losing...
i just afraid that i fail....
I hate the feeling of failing, It's sux.
Despondent ;x
I had already failed everything...
Including failing to be myself.
I felt that i was so fake. Very fake.
I want to be a real me.
Laugh heartily whenever i am happy.
Cry out everthing whenever i am sad.
I want to be like this, i don't feel like hiding anymore.
After sorting out all my thoughts...thinking that :
What's the point of hiding everything inside your heart?
And people around me...
I don't need your sarcasm and your consolation.
It's just make me feel more despondent.
~ Fear of failure must never be a reason not to try something ~
As for the ____ ,
i don't think i have any strength to hold on you anymore.
I took my initiative to take the first step...
and it failed.
I tried my best to take the second step...
but i failed again.
Sorry...i know that you will never be mine.,
so i stop holding on to you.
I just don't want to deceive...
myself again and again.
You disappoint me.
